Musician

Last Revised August 2014

Music + me

Music is how I worship best. I bought my first acoustic guitar in the dark period after my first breakup, and even through the awkward I-can't-really-play-anything-yet-because-I'm-still-learning-basic-chords phase, my guitar time became my closest connection with God.

Me buying my Taylor 614

My friend Adam gave me a couple free lessons to help me get started, and that gave me the confidence I needed to learn more on my own. My goal (which I achieved) was to become good enough that I could play in the Selah band, our Sunday night worship group at St. Olaf, before I graduated.

I wrote my first song as part of a final class project my junior year of college, and have been writing [on and off] ever since. Also while in college, I was blessed with opportunities to help lead worship gatherings at FCA and Thursday Night Bible Study, and, after graduation, for five months at an Assemblies of God church in Northfield, Minnesota.

Present day, I play once a month in the band at Jacob's Well, and once a month mix sound. I'm also in a perpetual state of working on my first CD... this project has already been several years in the making, and life's busy-ness keeps distracting me from finding time to work on it.

This particular section of my website is small for now. As I have time (read: maybe two or three years down the road), perhaps I'll add to it. Nevertheless, music is such an integral part of who I am, I would have been remiss not to include this page.

Songs

In Heaven Now

Written Decembr 25, 2009



I can’t imagine what it’s like running down those golden streets
Seeing saints on either side of me applauding all the way

And I can’t imagine what it’s like finally crossing the finish line
Entering those pearly gates just in time for Christmastime

But I know that you’re okay

Cause you’re in heaven now
In heaven now
Seeing Jesus now
Dancing with angels now

I can’t imagine life without you in this world with me
But your life still goes on living inside our memories

And somehow we will find our way through the darkness through the rain
Cause you’re never really far away, you’re still watching over me

And that’s why... I know we’ll be okay

Cause you’re in heaven now
In heaven now
Seeing Jesus now
Dancing with angels now

All I Can Do Is Pray

Written March 2008, revised May 2012

Life eats away
​Brings you to your knees
Crying out to a god
​Can he even hear you speak?

Life has never seemed quite fair
​With all this suffering everywhere
​Nothing fills that void inside
​Ready to give up on your prayer

And I don't know what to say
I don't know how to make things better
But I won’t leave you now
‘Cause I’m not gonna leave you on your own
Even if all I can do… is pray

Uncertain times
​Our world’s changed far too quickly
It’s hard to keep up
​You feel like you’ve lost control

These aren’t the plans you planned
​When you thought about your life
​And since you cannot see the future
You worry you’re unprepared

And I don't know what to say
I don't know how to make things better
But I won’t leave you now
‘Cause I’m not gonna leave you on your own
Even if all I can do… is pray

But I want you to know
That God still loves you
And God is still near
No matter how crushing
This world comes to bear
And God is still watching
​Over you from above
​Cause God, He still loves you
​And He's sharing in your tears

I don't know what to say
There's nothing I can do
But I promise to pray
I promise to pray
​And I promise I still love you